I’m in a long term open relationship with two women. I am engaged to marry one of them, however that relationships has been rocky for a while. However, I met a new woman, with whom I feel very connected and want to have a relationship.
My fiancée became challenged by my new relationship, asked for a week where I would not see the new partner so we could focus on our issues. The new partner was extremely supportive of this, though we’ve maintained contact over texts and she’s expressed several times this week that she’s missed me.
I cannot say I am entirely hopeful of my current situation with my fiancée lasting, but I want to have tried my best. When she told me that she cannot support my new relationship, I was hurt but understood where she was coming from, and agreed to her terms (specifically, that I could maintain a friendship with this new woman, even have limited intimate exchanges, but nothing involving genitalia and not being involved to a level that would constitute a “relationship”…a term I find horribly vague but understand her meaning).
The new woman is away this weekend, but we’ve been exchanging regular texts that are often flirtatious. I certainly don’t want to be a douche and communicate this news over text, but waiting until she returns feels like torture and responding to her as if nothing is different feels disingenuous. Should I break the news to her over the phone? Drop her a hint over text that we need to talk in person? I really want to maintain a friendship with her, and even though it’s possible that my fiancée’s comfort might change, I also don’t want to string this new woman along by giving her false hope.
The question you actually asked is pretty simple. Obviously, the most truly douche-y thing to do is to continue to flirt with the new girl via text message; that’s a violation of your honesty with her and a compromise of the agreement you’ve made with your fiancée. The second-douchiest is to break up with her via text message. (I did that to someone once and, though we do remain friends, he mentions it whenever he feels like seeing me cringe. Then he laughs heartily at my expense. It’s good times.) Texting her that something’s up and that you should speak in person when she returns will only prompt a ‘WTF is going on?’ text, which will then lead you right back to douche-door #2. Give her a call and let her know what’s up. Long emails work too, if the phone feels too awkward. But for god’s sake, yes, communicate the change in status with her ASAP, for the sake of everyone’s sanity.
The question implicitly posed by your scenario is more layered. You’re doing the right thing by respecting your fiancée’s wish that you back off of this new relationship. The forcing function of the week of respite sounds like it’s brought some of your issues to the surface–by giving yourselves a week to “work on” whatever’s going on between you, you’ve given yourselves an artificial deadline and a focus on the problems. Here’s what I think about that: yay for space, yay for conversations about the hard stuff, yay for a dedication to addressing issues. Boo for the unrealistic expectation that ANYTHING involving major relationship turmoil can be addressed in a week.
Whatever the rocks in your relationship consist of, the fact that they’ve been present for “a while” means that it’s unlikely you’ll suddenly have some mutual revelation about how to communicate better, and then things will all be fixed. What you’re looking at is months or years of being patient with each other, accepting that these things are going to be hard, and trusting that you’re both looking out for the other as well as yourselves where this stuff is concerned. I’m being vague here because I don’t know what the issues are. But there’s a reason that I’m emphasizing the time it will take.
You wrote, “I cannot say I am entirely hopeful of my current situation with my fiancée lasting, but I want to have tried my best.” Not “I want to TRY my best–” you’re already looking ahead to the point *after* you’ve officially given up, and evaluating how to feel good about the relationship being over. Which sounds like you may already have made up your mind, which, if true, suggests a couple of possibilities to me:
A) You’re fantasizing about your current relationship being over so you can get back together with your new girl, with whom things are all great and uncomplicated because it’s new. You think that she’s the one you should REALLY be with, and that you wouldn’t have to compromise yourself or have these kinds of problems with her. You’d be madly in love, the sex would always be great, you’d go on impressing each other until you grew old together and you’d understand each other MUCH better than you and your fiancée currently do.
B) You already know that the issues you have with your fiancée are intractable. You won’t budge, she won’t give an inch, both of you have good points, and you should really be with other people. You’re not quite willing to admit this yet because you’ve spent time imagining your life with her and change is hard and painful and you don’t want to hurt her, but it’s a foregone conclusion.
If A) is mainly what’s going on, then it’s going to be distracting until your excitement about the (now thrillingly forbidden) new girl fades, which is going to take a WHILE. That’s gonna be hard and painful and sad for months before you can even deal with the actual issues in your committed relationship, because you’re going to be grieving or pining after this new one. So you’ll have to ride it out and only then get to the meat of what’s really going on. If your fiancée is someone you have ever been convinced you wanted to marry, chances are good that it’s worth it, but it will take patience. I recommend all the cheesy restore-the-romance stuff that all the checkout stand magazines champion–don’t spend ALL your time hashing out the yucky stuff. Have some fun together.
Now, if B) is mainly what’s going on, you should take whatever time is necessary to confirm it and get closure, and then end your relationship in as nice a way as is possible. But here’s the deal. B) is completely contaminated by A). No matter how objective you think you’re being, the lure of the new relationship is powerful and could trick you into thinking your current relationship is just broken when it isn’t. So if you decide B) is what’s going on, and you decide to end the relationship, it would be ideal if getting back together with this new girl was no longer an option. At all, ever.
You heard me. You have to deal with ending your current relationship without the Christmas-morning lure of crying about it in your new lady’s arms. Otherwise, you’ll never convince me it wasn’t A) all along.
So break up with your new girl. And in order to keep things clear, agree with yourself that you are dealing with your current engagement on its own terms, and you will not date the new woman, ever, if you leave the current relationship.
Does that suck for you? Yes. Yes it does. But that’s what you signed up for when you asked this woman to marry you: a serious affirmation that you will be honest about doing what it takes to make it work, if it can. And you cannot do that with bait on a string somewhere else.
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